Man, these things are intriguingly fun to pick yourself from, have fun.
1. You are one of the few friends I truly have right now. There are many shallow and two faced loves running around and you are not one of them, nor do I imagine you ever will be. You will grow to be something incredible, regardless of the fact that you're making such big changes in your college life towards something you have been getting judged for. I hope you get the college experience you're looking for-I know you will though. You are always there to slap me in the face.. or run around re-arranging deer decorations with me. I love you very much. Don't be so far away, me and your lover miss you.
2. You... kind of disgust me. Although I think you are an AWESOME person with so many great ideas and funny jokes, and you are beautiful in a very unique way, I just can't get over the amount of times you have hurt me and people you know. Maybe it's a reaction to a boy that we both had feelings for, and now you are bitter. Maybe I really am just totally insane. Either way, I don't think I'll ever forget the things you said to me when I was down.
3. You are changing into a more mature version of yourself, and it seems like you've gotten some of that way without being totally spoiled. You are one of the best human beings I know.. even if you do get to frank sometimes or never take off the same outfit you wear every day. I told you I am going to dedicate a small book of comics to you.. I wasn't lying. I'll love you forever, and I hope things keep getting OK between us again so we can jump off a cliff together.
4. You are an amazing and beautiful girl who I have known since my most awkward days of 12 years old. You used to tell me how to wear my hair, and then we both cut ours off on the same day, in the same way, without knowing it. We can laugh for eight hours together. We can get mad hyphy... for three weeks straight. You haven't found someone to treat you as well as you deserve, but you will. And your dreams will come true. Stop living six hours away asshole.
5. Remember that one day when you said "Man, wouldn't it be weird if I was looking at this picture some day and I didn't recognize you and thought 'Huh, who is that' when looking at you?" while looking at the picture of us on the last day of high school? I wonder if you would feel that way looking at the picture today. I wish I was your best friend again, because you are so much fun and so real and so good at getting hyphy to mad jamz. Even though sometimes you are a total chonga, I will always love you and I hope everything works out between you and you know who-and you know you can always talk to me about it.
6. Thanks for always being there to say "aw" when I complain. You are not physically in my life much anymore because of school and things.. but I know yr there. Keep yr head up when boys jump out of the picture, my little raggedy ann.
7. I've been thinking about you a ton lately. I know you wont read this unless you're creepy. I miss eating at sub station with you. I miss watching It's Always Sunny In Philadelphia with you. I miss Sandy. I miss that rope in your backyard, you freak. I miss your humor and the weird way your basement room smelled. I miss you "quitting" smoking and then buying me cigarettes and bumming one. Stop living ACROSS THE COUNTRY, FUCKHEAD. 4:30
8. One time, you sent me a book of your art, and I don't even think I paid for it. Another time, you sent me a letter about how the Beatles remind you of me. I am listening to John Lennon right now.. but that wasn't planned. You have huge hair, it's always seemed pretty cool to me. You are shy and I wish we had actually biked to shyly talk at a coffee shop that rainy day.
9. You, sir, are the love of my up-to-now life. I felt crazy saying JUST life, because... well who knows I could get Alzheimers and totally forget you and then all that would be a lie. But that would never happen. Anyway.. I can't believe we have come so far. I feel like I could cling to you like a little koala in a tree for the rest of forever. I hope we really do follow our dreams and create together. Hanging out with you is like being on a drug, even when you really annoy me and make weird faces. I have written so many secret songs about you and secretly lost them. Sorry if you feel suffocated sometimes, I just have a hard time now that i've realized how lucky I am.
10. You are the man I go to to learn about music. You will not read this. I love so many bands now because of you, including: Smashing Pumpkins, Beach House, Grizzly Bear, and most importantly Ultimate Optimist. I hope you find someone that loves you forever.
11. You thought I hated you for a real long time, but I actually didn't. I was annoyed for a period of time that you seemed to try to stand out so much, but once you got comfortable in your own skin ( moreso ) I realized you were alright. We talk mostly only on the internet.. but Sociology was a fun class to hate everyone in with you.
12. I can't believe how much you've grown up. When I met you you were just a little sister hiding in her room. Maybe 9 years old. I was 12. You are hilarious, and wish you were black. I am so glad your brother wasn't always that awesome to hang out with so I could just wander into your room and listen to your ipod with you.
13. I've always liked your sense of humor, and wished we could've been friends. You seemed to be pretty tight with your group, which after a period of time, stopped liking my group. I hope you find your place all the way out in Coldsville, USA.
14. You make me sad. We were best friends ever in high school, and had SO MUCH FUN together. I don't think I ever got as close to many people as I did to you. It's too bad our relationship had to grow sour. I wish you would be more confident, and less out of it. You are worth a lot, and too smart for your own good. Find your place, I know it's coming along.
15. I have always ALWAYS thought about how fucking gnarly it would be to be best friends with you. I thought you were british when I first met you. haha. You are adorable, very smart, and watch too much political tv. I am going to miss you while you're at school, but I hope to be there soon.
16. Please get well. You make me cry, but you also make me fly. I will always care about you more than most everyone. Fuck you for hurting girls, including me. Stop using.
17. I met you and instantly wanted to be around you as rebound. I actually really liked you, and you made me feel very confident. I want to be friends you with you again, but you hold grudges and are immature. Fuck you for being an asswipe sometimes.
18. Making music with you was unbelievable. I wish you were more consistent with ideas because you have a lot of good ones. Take care of my babyhead. Get a little older.
19. Sometimes your routines and anal-ness really freak me out. I never thought you would date the boy you date. You are always there for me. I wish we had never gone through bad times, but I think it strengthened our friendship. I have known you for so long.
20. You are the missing member of the KKK. You seem interesting and I can appreciate your cynical, dry humor. Visit CLT sometime.
21. I think you are one of the most beautiful girls I know. I wish I would see you at CPCC sometime. You do great art. You have a great mind. Lets make music and be best friends.
22. You are also a beautiful girl. I am worried about you. You are getting so small and fragile. You act like you are unaware of it. You have an angels voice. I want to stay with you in Chapel Thrill for a few days.
23. I told you once that you were the most good-looking human on earth. We decided Virginia was second and I was third. You art incredibly talented. I'm glad to see your life is going well for you. I want you to come home from college.